My eyes were still misty from the tears I shed the whole night. I sudd
Published Monday, 24th Aug 04:16 BST
My eyes were still misty from the tears I shed the whole night. I suddenly thought to myself "Why would I waste my time shedding tears for the man who loves me no more?"
It was sunny outside and there were lots of people walking in the park and down the beach. Half of me wanted to go out and give myself some time to sit on the grass outside and think of something else to do.
My computer, which is my usual companion, was there right on top of my table and seemed to be asking for my attention. I sat down and turned it on. I went straight to my inbox. There was only one unread message which was not even supposed to be there. It was from a dating website. My curiosity started to sink in. What if I log in to this website and register? And so I did.
I went straight to the male members section. What else can you expect from a site like this? Of course, there are lots of men looking for a partner. Their profile pages would often say that they are dating women or in single status.
My eyes wandered around. Honestly, there are lots of men there who are good-looking. I cannot believe they are still single although they are dating women consistently based on their profile information's. The thought of them being very much open to the idea of dating women, gave me the impression that it is difficult for them to get involved in a real love relationship. On the other hand, the thought of me dating one of these good-looking men somehow gave me a tickle of excitement.
After few minutes of looking around the site, I received a message in my profile inbox. It was from one of the members named Charles whose profile page I was reading a while ago. He invited me to have a chat with him online. Although I registered a fictitious name on the site, it was so strange that I introduced myself with my real name to him when we started chatting. I felt like I have known him for a long time already.
Charles and I have been communicating for almost a year now. He told me that even if he is open to the idea of dating women, he is still seriously looking for that woman who will truly love him.
Tomorrow, Charles and I will meet for the first time. This is not just a date but a meeting with my family for dinner in our place. I can tell that there is something serious going on in our so called "relationship". The courage that he has shown in wanting to meet my family is more than enough to imply that there is something instored for us than just an online dates.
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